hey darlings

omg ur not gonna believe this...i remember my password haha.....

so i have my pride n joy xanga baby back....instead of the gay ones i was trying to get going haha

so jakies 6 months now trying to crawl and has a tooth haha

toms a little devil...he looks like chucky!!!

andddd i dont have depression anymore yay the baby blues are over hehe

i might start using this again i think...and i still have premium i think haha

<3

Debbz

I have a headache grrrr..

I keep losing weight co's i can barely eat but my belly gets bigger so im starting to look like i have chicken limbs and a chupa chup belly.

At least i wont look like that after the baby, some people i know look like that!!!

For weeks now ive been craving sizzlers mash potato, i have no idea why i just stay awake most nights thinking about it, better then another man i guess. It's so yummy i wish i could live there and eat it everyday haha....i love the mushroom sauce too maybe i should order just them on my next trip there. GRRR i can't stop thinking about it!!!

okay im weird dont most chicks like write about guys like that!!

Anyway we are going for a piss up at ricks cousins on australia day - that should be interesting, Ricks been playing mummy and daddy so hes in dire need of a break. I wont be able to drink ONCE AGAIN but thats ok, i'll stock up on my soft drink and m and ms!!. I think Rick needs some boy time with his cousins and some adult conversation would probaly help too.

xx

Comparisons

Tommy 5 weeks

Tommy 6 months

Tommy 14 months

Shelby at 3 days old (yes that was me at 15)

Shelby nearly 3 with one of the lovely haircuts her "daddy" gave her

Shelby, 4, a few weeks before her "daddy" gave her another "nice" haircut.

Its amazing how much they grow in such little time.

Rod (ricks dad) was up from Tasmania this weekend so we saw him, it was really good. I know where Rick gets his smart arseness and dumb jokes though lol. Rod brought up some baby clothes that evie (ricks step mum) had bought for Tyler, they are soooo adorable!!! Apparently Evie is all clucky and can't wait lol she was trying to make rod bring more clothes and stuff up but he wouldn't so we have to wait till she comes up when the bub is born. Shelby talked Rods ear off and she can't wait to visit his ponies in tasmania with the snow lol. Rick said Evies gonna meet her and think "omg a mini me, a little blonde that talks too much" lol. We had dinner with Ricks mum last night which was eventful, she cooked spinach casserole...i imagined green sludge with floating mince, suprisingly is was lovely i didnt eat much though because my stomach is so tiny i nibble at things...THERES NO ROOM lol. The kids ran around and danced to music and destroyed the house whilst Rick and i spent the night giggling and nattering with Jo (ricks mum) and Ralph (ricks mums mr). The baby woke up for a little bit and did his rolls so Jo could see. Yesterday morning we told Shelbs we were seeing "nenny Joey" as she calls her, that evening so at 10am Shelby tried on 8 different outfits and demanded we got there ASAP lol.

Anyway brain freeze again...

xx

I ran around so much yesterday that last night i cried for a good 2 hours because i was so sore i couldnt even roll or turn in bed. My belly is so tender and my back and joints ache like mad. 7 weeks 7 weeks 7 weeks.

Today i tried to rest most of but you know what kids are like. The rain has been awesome weather and ive been able to have hot showers again yay good for the back. It's been good to be able to snuggle up under a blanket...well aside from this afternoon when it was humid.

Shelby starts preschool next week yay!!!

I am so tired all the time i reckon i have iron deficiencies or something...not that my doctors will listen..i guess 3 - 5 hours sleep a night isnt helping.

Anyway thats all for tonight i guess

xx

Tom loves pizza and tearing up the backyard

Tom loves his soup cup...well any cups really

I didnt get to bed until 5amish this morning so ive slept from 6pm until now haha

My kids junked out on sugar at their grandmothers today so they are snoozing peacefully!!

Rick is still trying to get to the bottom of the blacklist in need for speed most wanted on his ps2

mmm bulla mango fruit and yoghurt its delicious!!!

xx